Why is it that sometimes you are always wrong ?

Kamal ani Pani

Kamal panyat budat nahi … kiwwa pani tayla budwat nahi.
panyacha tyachawar khup prem aahe …. Ka panyacha nailaj aahe ?
ani nailaj nasta tar tyane budawla asta ?
kamalasathi kay changlay he kon tharawnar ? kamal ? pan tyane tar budun pahilach nahiye.
Kamal budat nahi hyat haar nakki kunachi aahe …. Panyachi ki Kamalachi … ?Kadachit 'haar' ha shabd chuktoy ... Premat haar nastech ... kiwwa nasawi .. mahit nahi
Panyane he sweekarawe ki kamal budnar nahi ... karan kahihi aso.
Mag kamalane kay karawe ? Tyacha pan panyawarti prem aahe na .... Tyala awadta ka panyala dukhawna ? .... Mag te ka Budat nahi ? Kamal budala tar te kamal rahil ? Nahi ...
Pan panyane tar kamalawar prem kelay .. kamal kamal rahilach nahi tar panyala te awdel ?
Mag panyala nakki kay haway ?
Me sangu ...
Dukkha :)
Karan Pani mhanala na te masochist aahe


Kyun Naye Naye se Dard ki Firaq mein talash mein udaas hain dil ..


PS : Khara sangaycha tar .. Panyala character chi garaj aahe .. Mhanje tyala kunalach budawta yenar nahi . kunala budwawa asa watnar pan nahi

PPS : Panyala character milala tar panyacha kamlawar prem rahil ka ?

Independence madhe detachment naste ka ?

Mag detach jhalyawar te prem kasa urel ?

PPPS : Mag prem mhanje faqt 'soy' aahe ka ?

Shhhh....

Silence .. the golden word !

sometimes i wonder if i really want the answers ..... or i am just a masochist ... wallowing in my helplessness ....


may be like the song ...

Kyun Naye Naye Se Dard Ki Firaaq Mein Talaash Mein Udaas Hai Dil ....

CONTRADICTION

"I just want you to be happy", i say
(and i want u to be happy with 'me', in my heart i pray)

"no expectations and no promises", i proudly claim
(oh please dont leave me !, my heart exclaim)

"I love u in the true sense, i want u to go places"
(of course i trust u love me ..... but then, ... why r u still in your senses ?)

Was love suppossed to be such a big contradiction?
i want u to be happy in ur own suffocation.

dont know what i actually doubt...
your love or my eligibility for the same ....

.... Helpless hypocracy

Prem mothe majhe tujhyahun,
Fusharki ne man sangta,
Karan tujhyatun mala kadhta hi
‘Tujha’ asa tuj pashi urta !

Pan kharach swarthy nahi re man
Nase rosh – tujhe majhya palikade hi astitwa
Matra matsar watto tyas,
Karte swatahchi pokalta aswastha …..

"nakale maj kay jaali jyada ....
tujhya wirahachi aag ki tujhya astitwacha tej !"