Why is it that sometimes you are always wrong ?

Shotu ani Mothu - 4

sasu : santukkya ... maa na tui atwan yete salki. Me na atwani la lagonalas aae ani na haklunas denal aae ata

santu : tabada?

sasu :  Mag .. ti na wedus aae. Tia tais talat nai. Tadi pan eun batte. Asa lokan kale jatat ta        tadipan ? mag ti maya kale aae ki maa sagga kaam sodun tiya kades lassha dyawa laggta.               Mag tais talta eet nai sasu la. :(

santu : :)

sasu : Pan santukkya ... me tia haklun dia ani ti palatas nai aai tal ? mag maa bhitis watte tishi.     Mag ti nigun gei tal kay oil le ?

santu : Nais nigun danal. Mi palatas patwin tia tuyakale 

sasu :  yeeyeyyeyeye :)

 Ani tua maitiye ka santukkya ...  tu maa to white white bunny dia ota na  .. me tyasa naav             tuk tuk bunny tewlay. Ani na tuk tuk bunny sa ani atwanisa affailas aae. Tuk tuk bunny                  baael aa na .. ki atwan pan bael ete tyasha mago mag .. ti salki tysha balobalas filat atte.                  Me tyala pan manla .. tu kapatas basun laa. Naital tu aa ki atwan pan yeil .. mag sasulas                  tlas oil :(

santu :  asa nai talaysa wedu .. appa plem aae na  .. tasa tyansa pan plem aae .. Mag tuk tuk                         bunny la waait watel na ?

sasu :  ooooo ... Mag tu tuk tuk bunny la sang ki salka nai kapatatun bael yaysa ... sasu latli mau   mau dulai geun sopun gea na .. ki magas bael padaysa ..mag atwan aali tal sasu sagga                     laksha atwani kales deil sopnat :)  

Kamal ani Pani

Kamal panyat budat nahi … kiwwa pani tayla budwat nahi.
panyacha tyachawar khup prem aahe …. Ka panyacha nailaj aahe ?
ani nailaj nasta tar tyane budawla asta ?
kamalasathi kay changlay he kon tharawnar ? kamal ? pan tyane tar budun pahilach nahiye.
Kamal budat nahi hyat haar nakki kunachi aahe …. Panyachi ki Kamalachi … ?Kadachit 'haar' ha shabd chuktoy ... Premat haar nastech ... kiwwa nasawi .. mahit nahi
Panyane he sweekarawe ki kamal budnar nahi ... karan kahihi aso.
Mag kamalane kay karawe ? Tyacha pan panyawarti prem aahe na .... Tyala awadta ka panyala dukhawna ? .... Mag te ka Budat nahi ? Kamal budala tar te kamal rahil ? Nahi ...
Pan panyane tar kamalawar prem kelay .. kamal kamal rahilach nahi tar panyala te awdel ?
Mag panyala nakki kay haway ?
Me sangu ...
Dukkha :)
Karan Pani mhanala na te masochist aahe


Kyun Naye Naye se Dard ki Firaq mein talash mein udaas hain dil ..


PS : Khara sangaycha tar .. Panyala character chi garaj aahe .. Mhanje tyala kunalach budawta yenar nahi . kunala budwawa asa watnar pan nahi

PPS : Panyala character milala tar panyacha kamlawar prem rahil ka ?

Independence madhe detachment naste ka ?

Mag detach jhalyawar te prem kasa urel ?

PPPS : Mag prem mhanje faqt 'soy' aahe ka ?

Shotu ani Mothu - 3

ससु ला न लातली सोप्न पल्ल । ससु आनी संतू नं आपडी ताप्डी केलत ओते । सासु न एक्ल्लम गुड बॉय सालका वागत ओता तालन संतू त्याला गाजल देनल ओता :) । पं तिकले न एक वेग्लास बलीक ससु आला । मग संतू ने ससु ला माल्याव्ल्स तेउन दीला । आनी न नवीन ससु शिस बोलू लागला । मग ससु ला लाग आला अनी ससु सा नाक एक्ल्लम पीन्क पीन्क दाल अनी ससु लादाय्लास लागला । अनी मग ससु ला जग आली तल संतू ससु श्यास बाजूला दोपला ओता । मग ससु सोताशिस हसला अनी माऊ माऊ दुलाई गे उन शोपुं गेला । पं आता न ससु बलीक ओनाल आए मुई । अनी मग बलीक दाला की न संतू श्या खिशात च जाऊँ बस्नाले । मग दुस्ल्या ससु ला म्हना टूक टूक

Tere vade pe jiye hum, Ye jaan jhoot nadan,
Khushi se mar na jate .. 'gar Aaitbar hota ..
- Ghalib

Sahela Re ..

I had thought i got rid of you- your existence and your extremely irritating love for silence - forever. Completely ignoring our previous love affair, i had moved ahead, fully sure that Mothu was the only one for me - the only love. Until that day when i heard Mrs kishori amonkar sing Sahela Re. It cut me so much deeper ... and somehow it was not Mothu ... it was so mch beyond him .. It was YOU.

What the hell !!! ... It took me back to the days ... when we were so much in love ... You were the only one for me .. everything back then seemed perfect - i blindly loved you, and thought that you care - that you will not let anybody suffer -

And then - I betrayed you - or you betrayed me ... doesnt matter really. Didnt want to do this - honestly ... but you left me with no choice. I opened my eyes to see .. and i couldnt find you anywhere. I searched, reasoned, consoled myself, searched again.

I HATE YOUR SILENCE !

why didnt you just come and tell me what you wanted ...

But its over now. I loved you far too much to accept the fact that you are not fair - that the world is not fair - instead i chose to believe that you do not exist.

And honestly .. i am much happier since then - far too afraid of the world ... but happy. happy with the feeling of being alone. Nothing seems rosy - but then nothing matters now. I feel like any other person - neither burdened nor empowered by your love. I have accepted my defeat ... or the victory - its all the same. In fact everything in ths world is the same as every other thing.

So then you will ask me why am i still alive - good question really! .... cos i am afraid .. of death .. well, not exactly that .. actually, ... i have a faint hope .. to discover the TRUTH and somehow hope that it proves - You are fair.

for i = now to finding_truth
process_GOD = SUSPENDED
next i

Bye Bye - Sahela Re ..

Shotu ani Mothu - 2

एक शोतिश्शी लो स्तोली

शोटू आणि मोठु - १

मोठु : मग ..... काय म्हणाली आजी ... उशिरा येण्या बद्दल ?
शोटू : :)
ओल्लाल्ली
शोटू ला

मोठु : :D
ताय मटली ?

शोटू : मी मनला ती मोठु होता न ...
तल ती मनली ... ती तो पन शेमला आए अनि तू पन ... तुमाला ताइश तलत नाई :D

मोठु : :D
मग आता ती आईला नाव साग्नाले ?

शोटू : आईला माइतिश आए :)
शोटू श नाव

मोठु : मग आई तुला तोंदुंन तेवेल ?

शोटू : नाइश ताई ... मग मी तुश्या क्ले पलून एइल
मग तू माला तुश्या घलात तेव्शील न ले मोठु ?

मोठु : ओ ओ ओ ..... माश घल तयाल दाल ती नत्ती
:)

शोटू : :(
तोपलेंत शोटू कुते शाइल ?

मोठु : आपन न शोटू साती न १ घल तयाल तलू

शोटू : मग शोटू ला बदुल्बुआ ने उशालूं नेला तल ?

मोठु : शोटू शोटू आए न , मद तिश घल लग्गेश तयाल ओइल

शोटू : :)
:)
:)
:)
शालेल

मोठु : तो त्या घलात एउस्श शक्नाल नाइ कई
मोठु : ते घल शोटू इक्कश शोटू असेल

शोटू : शालेल
शालेल
शोटू ला घल
शोटू ला घल
शोटू ला घल
मोठु ला पं घलात घ्याश ... शोटू ला मोठु थूप अव्ल्तो ....

मोठु : :) शालेल

शोटू : :)
:)
:)
शालेल
शालेल
शालेल
शोटू आनी मोठु
शोटू आनी मोठु
शोटू आनी मोठु
मोठु : मत्त मत्त मत्त

CONTRADICTION

"I just want you to be happy", i say
(and i want u to be happy with 'me', in my heart i pray)

"no expectations and no promises", i proudly claim
(oh please dont leave me !, my heart exclaim)

"I love u in the true sense, i want u to go places"
(of course i trust u love me ..... but then, ... why r u still in your senses ?)

Was love suppossed to be such a big contradiction?
i want u to be happy in ur own suffocation.

dont know what i actually doubt...
your love or my eligibility for the same ....

Tu

Saw ‘tu’ yesterday …. Khup khup awadla … my eyes literally had tears. It was like coming home … back to something that was so mch a part of me … something I had somehow lost … it felt like gaining it back … love, liberation …. Bliss.

An absolute sense of belonging to him and yet complete liberation … from the wrongs, the fears, the insecurity …. Everything seemed pristine, pure .... everything reflected him … including me ….


Tere rang mein main rang jau,
Mere rang mein TU…
Allah o Allah ....

.... Helpless hypocracy

Prem mothe majhe tujhyahun,
Fusharki ne man sangta,
Karan tujhyatun mala kadhta hi
‘Tujha’ asa tuj pashi urta !

Pan kharach swarthy nahi re man
Nase rosh – tujhe majhya palikade hi astitwa
Matra matsar watto tyas,
Karte swatahchi pokalta aswastha …..

"nakale maj kay jaali jyada ....
tujhya wirahachi aag ki tujhya astitwacha tej !"