I know that it's this very moment that is going to define the rest of my life ... yet, why is it so difficult to take a step ? Why is so difficult to start something .. to definitely decide something for yourself ?

Why is it that sometimes you are always wrong ?

Choice

Every morning I getup and breathe, I feel like the butterfly whose mere flapping of wings may cause a tornado somewhere. Its all about choices, isnt it ?

Is it ok to be ordinary and mediocre ?

Doing what you want is perhaps the most difficult thing in life ... or is it knowing what you u want ?

Khush hain wahi jo .. thoda betaab hain

I have tried hard to be Dnyaneshwar - alas, i am way past 17 .. But may be, times not up for Gandhi :)

B'cos I have chosen to live ... !

Taklumaal Maalpani ani Shemduddin Beg :)

The War Is On ...

The War Is Lurking About ... I Have Choosen To Win The Bout ...
Is It All About Choices? .... I Hope I Survive To Find Out !

me ek kavita "tayar" keli :) ... pan nantar kalala ... mala ti kadhi lihaychich navhti :) :)

sometimes i wonder if i really want the answers ..... or i am just a masochist ... wallowing in my helplessness ....


may be like the song ...

Kyun Naye Naye Se Dard Ki Firaaq Mein Talaash Mein Udaas Hai Dil ....

Tu

Saw ‘tu’ yesterday …. Khup khup awadla … my eyes literally had tears. It was like coming home … back to something that was so mch a part of me … something I had somehow lost … it felt like gaining it back … love, liberation …. Bliss.

An absolute sense of belonging to him and yet complete liberation … from the wrongs, the fears, the insecurity …. Everything seemed pristine, pure .... everything reflected him … including me ….


Tere rang mein main rang jau,
Mere rang mein TU…
Allah o Allah ....

"nakale maj kay jaali jyada ....
tujhya wirahachi aag ki tujhya astitwacha tej !"