Death - 3

I am numb. I feel quiet. Absolutely quiet.  I have no words. I still cant believe it. I lost my aunt on friday and havent still come to terms with it. 

I feel a big void in my heart. I dont even want to analyse it, and yet I cant keep quiet, the silence is killing me. 

I want to hold her .. I want to  hold her so badly ... may be  just some part of her and yet she has dissolved into .... I dont know what, and I can do nothing about it.

 It was just a matter of 5 minutes. 

Pride, achievement, honour, loyalty, ethics, principles, self respect, charity, security, fame, money are mere hollow words ...  All you are left with are a handful of ashes. And you can do nothing about it .. nothing.